In another 7 hours time, I will be off to BKK for the first time in my life. Mixed feeling this time round and I, myself just dont know why. Probably as usual I will be not get to see my two lovely gems for the next 5 days and also the fear of going to a country which is classified as unsafe for now. Fear fear fear has been running through my mind ever since the fire blaze that left innocent dead. I fear I will not return safely, I fear of the weather that has somehow changed strangely. I fear.....just FEAR....everything that come into my Brain are all the word FEAR...I hope this 5 days will soon be passed.
I pray and whoever read this, pray that the journey to and fro will be smooth and sound. I miss you...infact all of you ....the absence during these 5 days would really make a different in my life. I'll miss their smell, their laughter, their singing, their giggling, their naughtyness, their lovely voice, and most importantly their company every night....I love both of you...baby....
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